starstruck.

Life is going better. Some good things back in my life, some new good things appearing. Some things going the way they should and making life better.
The dinner theater opens on Friday. We're cutting it close, but my mom and I have almost finished all of the costumes. So stressful! Let's hope that everything comes together. I'll put up some pictures soon.


I proposed to Laura yesterday. ;) Stealing my bestie's girlfriend.
'Cause she said yes.

cheval.

Ohhhh my!

So, I've really been needing to bake something lately. I stress bake, and since I didn't have the needed ingredients on Monday, I'm finally baking today! I've already filled three containers with oatmeal scotchies. I love making those cookies! And everyone else loves eating them, so it's a win-win situation.

Hmm, I love being in the kitchen. I wish I could keep baking, but I ran out of vanilla, so I have to stop making cookies, and I really don't want to take the time to make a cake or something else. Too bad, I wanted to make sugar cookies too.


Oh well. Soon soon.
I had a stressful few days, but I've resolved most of the issues, so it's good. Life is good.


Loves.

baby.

Wow, almost a month since I've done anything more than read people's posts.
I should change that since I'm waiting for a text before I go to bed.

My life's gotten complicated. I got kicked out of my house for a few days, and even though I'm back there now, it's still tense and really hard to deal with. I've been staying out as long as possible so I can avoid my dad... as he ignores that I even exist. I'm worried about my living situation in the long term. We'll see where that goes. If all else fails, I can trek down to Arizona, right? [Actually, that sounds like a really good option at the moment.]

And you know what comes along with family problems... other issues!
One of the main side affects, for lack of a better term, is that food does not sound appealing at all. So I've barely eaten for the past week, and I think Calvin's starting to get upset at me since he's seen me eat a piece of toast, and that's about it. Yes, I have eaten more than that, but not much. My mom made me eat something when I got home today, and I felt so sick. And yet I have a strong urge to bake things. Cookie time?
Gotta love the benefits of stress baking.

But even though I'm having my issues, I'm still worried about a few other people. It kinda sucks.


Hum. Wedding's in less than two weeks, I'm kinda ready to get it over with; get one thing off of my to-do list this month. Atleast I have all of the things I need, Calvin now has a suit (after what seemed like DAYS at the mall), and everything's coming together pretty well as far as I can tell. I promise there will be pictures once I have them.
Play's the week after, need to do a freaking TON of costume work.

School's up in the air this quarter. I don't know if I'll actually be going or not, which scares me.



This is a fairly negative update. Sorry. <3